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Initially wanted to do my New year resolutions later, to make it more symbolic. Like, closer to the next year but since I started writing in my hand diary 2 minutes ago, the whole thing's been filled up with my wishes so I have to make a post!


I admit, 2011 has really been THE WORST YEAR OF MY LIFE and I sincerely will try my best not to miss it. Although this has been a really bad year, it really taught me quite a number of things, and helped me (kind of) as a person. Looking back every year, I always think to myself why im so stuck up and have so many attitude problem so please forgive me!! I'm trying my best to improve!!!


So I wont miss this year
I will look forward to the next year, make good friends, study hard and be a good girl (which i think i am!)

Speak chinese better, keep spending money, keep eating good food.
Keep hanging out with my cell mates and BFFs from 6F!

Next year I promise I will study hard and play hard!!!!

Next year I wanna
1) Organise my closet!!!
2)  Grow taller :) I still have my I wanna be 170 wish, I have not given up!!!
3) Do way way way more sports KEZ WANNA JOG TGT??
4) Get a friend in school WHO I CAN MIX WITH SUPER WELL, CAN GET OUT OF HOUSE, VERY SIMILAR TO ME AND WE CAN TALK VERY EASILY. SMART AND IS A GOOD EXAMPLE FOR ME! HELPS TO KEEP MY ATTITUDE IN CHECK :) Is this too much to ask?? Im sure theres someone, somewhere
5) Get my priorities right! Spend time at the correct places!
6) I NEED SOMEONE WHO WILL HELP ME TO BE A BETTER PERSON
7) This is embarrassing. I WANNA GET PRETTIER ♥♥♥♥♥♥ no i do not have self esteem issues thank you very much
8) Meet more AMAZING people
9) Get myself a talent and work hard at it because i have none :(
10) Spend more time with God and become holier as a person!!!

Hey guys! Last week I finally went overseas :D This year I went to Club med at Cherating! Cherating is at Kuantan, Malaysia and this Cherating club med is more of a beach resort.

Chocolates for the 6 hour car ride there! Thank God I wasnt driving!!!
Brought the bag shawn gave me for my birthday last year!  :D
Okay so by the time we drove there, it was about 4pm so there was not much to do other than walking around. That day was the Cabaret day. The thing about club med is that everyday they have like different special themes and the evening dress code was the 88 shirt. So it was really cool when you see so many people wearing an 88 shirt :D
We went to the buffet for dinner! After that at around 9.30pm we went for the Cabaret which basically is a comedienne show. The people in the show just try to make you laugh and they're damn hilarious! Every night there are at least one or two people from the circus joining these club med people in their performances.

After the performance it was the usual dancing. Another tradition of club med is that they dance everyday. It's like disco man. Except there's no age limit. Everyday there's someone on stage and follow their dance steps and nobody's awkward, the music is awesome you just dance and dance until like 12am you dont even know unless you start to notice the crowd is getting lesser. So on the first day  I went, they played the game where you try to form yourself in like 5 people group, 10 people group, something like that. And I love that all the club med staff are all so friendly and they're always dancing at night. I think it's like a rule or something for the staff of club med to mingle around.
Day 2 it was Atlantis day! I have no idea what that meant but it was just an all white day
Day 2 was great, because my parents didnt allow us to go night swimming the day before we swam in the morning like 10am. Haha we were all our best to block all the water holes :p
See im always hanging out with my younger siblings it probably gives a responsible image :D

Another thing about club med is that everything is free. Other than the package ofcause, but the food, all the drinks at the bar are all free, its awesome. So yes the whole 5 days we were there we kept calling drink after drink from the bar. My favourite drink erm.. Virgin chi chi and Oasis and the smoothies. All non-alcoholic ofcause :)
My cousin's even more of a camwhore than me

My mum ehehe
After we went back to the hotel to shower and everything after swimming, we went to play archery! I think im not bad :D
It was the first time in my life I played archery and and im almost the same height as my mum.

Pink arrows for me!
And look who got the 10-pointer ;)
Nasty pimples! But they've all healed now :)
My little brother also played  and he cant reach for the arrows he shot!
After that we all played soccer which I admit I was really really really bad at. Even my little 6 year old brother and my mum was way better than me. I keep missing the ball and seriously have no ball sense
I dont think I will ever be able to kick the ball if they didnt allow me to. And the reason why the picture is so blury is because my mum took a VIDEO. She set the function to video and doesnt know how to set it back so for a lot of videos they were meant to be taken as pictures.
Such pretty decoration! This was from the beach umbrellas I took in the morning, it took them so fast to transform it to that!

After that we watched the acrobat show. People from the circus performing again. I have no idea how they can jump from such great height into the pool, i mean like, the pool is freezing!!
Another thing about club med is that the place they are at used to be jungle and there are tons of monkeys. So we are all supposed to close our windows and doors at all times. My dad forgot to close the window once and this monkey tried to climb into our room, me and my mum were so freaked out and starting screaming but the monkey continued coming in so my mum threw our remote control at the monkey. win. And my brother got chased by a whole lot of monkeys because he provoked one of them so my uncle was like throwing water at the monkeys.

Day 3 was raining. When we went to club med we were really fortunate because we happened to go at the freaking monsoon season and it was great that day 1 and 2  didnt rain and we could still do some activities.
Club med staff organised some indoor games for the little kids. It looked really fun, but I was too old and too heavy :(((

We camped at the hotel room because we couldnt much stuff with the rain. Brother and little cousin used mask, like so vain!
She's charyse btw :)

On day 3 it was Brazilian day so we had this brazilian dance performance and also the dress code was flowers so see, im wearing flowery :D Day 3 after the performance they had limbo at night! and as usual dance dance dance
Day 4 the weather was really good. We were really blessed because the weather forcast predicted quite a lot of rain. So that day we went sailing!

Kayaking with my brother first. I think that was the first time i tried kayaking. I tried canoeing but never kayaking!




Haha i got soooo tan and my brother is still so white! My brother can like never get tan 
My little cousin (i dont wanna call her charyse) sailing too!!! haha see her bogey so cute
We went on separate boats, me with my uncle, my brother with my dad!
Waves were really good that day, really strong. You could feel the waves and dont really have to do much, just let the waves push you.
Sailing was really cool, like a higher level of sports but I prefer kayaking because sailing you probably have to practise more with the use of those ropes.

Swimming in the wave! The sea was like pretty flat. So you could go pretty far out but you could still touch the floor with your toes and it was just so damn fun okayy. Day 4 was my last night there and I was really sad because it was just so fun and club med was fantastic, even the monkeys made it memorable so yeah, I really love that place so much :')


 Day 5. We didnt have any time to try out any other activies because it was raining on day 3. So we didnt try trepez, some outdoor gym but my dad really wanted to try the tree top challenge which is really like height challenge so me and my dad woke up extra early for breakfast and hoped that it wouldnt rain :((( So yeah thank god! God gave us like two hours of no rain so we were able to finish the tree top challenge and check out smoothly :)

Another reason why i like club med so much is because it's really international. Like there are koreans, japanese, even australians. And all so friendly.
Left for Singapore!!!!! Only had bubblegum and templerun in the car to accompany so my cheeks were kinda sore and my tummy hungry.

Such yummy colours right!!!!! So we returned home after 9 hours. 9 hours because there was traffic jam at the causeway and stuff and it was raining. My little brother actually puked in the car.
This  is the amount of jam and honey my mum stole from the buffet at club med. Every breakfast she just takes 5 jams and puts them into her bag because she thinks they're really high quality hahahah. That is my mum.









So anyway MERRY CHRISTMAS yall.

Stuck at home today. Was supposed to be having so much fun with my cell group at east coast park but because of my fever I've got to stay home. I'm having damn bad sore throat but at least my running nose isn't so bad now... Im just really scared I'll be sick during Christmas and miss out in all the activities planned :((( The timing of my sickness is so unfortunate...



Just now during breakfast my brothers were all having nice carrot cake and i was having... beancurd T_T

 Random meet up with Felicia to go ice skating last sunday! This stupid girl wore super short shorts to ice skate and when she fell she scraped her thigh and it looked damn painful :( We should have gone karaoke!

Monday I went for work. It was my last day already!! ^_^ Yipee! Dont really enjoy work that much because i always always get scolded. And I have to finish stuff really quick and I have to have like common sense in everything i do otherwise my aunt will scold me!!! :( How am I supposed to know you left the thumb drive on your table??? How i supposed to know how to use the super  hi tech scanner??? Anyway, I thank god it's over. And my aunt gave me an extra 2k in cheque, on top of pay so I can finally buy a camera now!

Tuesday, which is today, I went for facial with my mummy because I have a lot of pimples. So the facial lady help me squeeze out alot but some parts of my face are red so im hoping the reddish parts will heal while im on holiday! Tomorrow I will going off for my holiday already! I'm going Club med in Malaysia this year :) but my dad insists on driving there so that's a downside. Really dont like long rides in cars!!


 And after my holiday i'll go straight for my batam mission trip! To help the little kids in orphanages there. Yup! So this week is gonna be really interesting and fun packed for me! Cant wait :D




Day 4: Seven things that cross your mind alot
1. Really weird stuff. My imagination is pretty wild and im really dramatic in my head. Like today I was having the steamer blown to my face and I was thinking what items i would take if the steamer caught fire and the place got blown down. Yeah that kind of stuff. But I dont go to the extent of pretending im the heroine! Thats like .... overly narcissistic.

2. Myself. Because im very self centered and I can really forget about the rest of the world just like that. This is something i really want to improve on so yes i should stop thinking so much about myself.

3. There is nothing really that I really like or am very passionate about. I get bored of stuff too easily and cant accomplish anything because of that :( Last time I would say God because I used to read the bible. But now it's really hard for me to read the bible, like I have really no self control:/

4. I wont say family because there are too many people in my family and i cant say they cross my mind alot, and im not really the type that will get homesick!

THERE IS NOTHING ELSE I THINK ABOUT. I WOULD LOVE TO SAY HOW KIND AND COMPASSIONATE I AM FOR THINKING OF HOMELESS ANIMALS ALL THE TIME BUT IM REALLY NOT THAT. I DONT KNOW WHAT IM THINKING OF 90% OF THE TIME AND I CAN ONLY SEEM TO REALLY RECOLLECT AND THINK OF STUFF THAT HAPPENED IN MY DREAMS OKAYY


just noticed how wordy i'm becoming. i am so sorry for your time lol

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Sorry for the really long rant! I put a nice song for you to listen to while you try to figure out what I'm writing above.  I was so mad and upset today I've wrote like 3 different diary entries. And I dont even have to reason to be THAT mad. I have a reason to be kinda mad but I dont know why I got so so so mad. Okay so now Im gonna do the 10 day challenge! :D


Day 2: 9 Things About Yourself 
Day 3: One Wish

Okay I've just decided Day 2 is quite stupid and 9 things is a lot so I'm gonna skip that! 

One wish. 
I guess especially this year, every birthday or chinese new year and almost every week I pray about it almost once. I want to..... grow taller. I have this weird fear of being short forever because my parents arent exactly tall. My whole life to P4, I had average height. p5, I think I had my growth spurt I was really tall like 151cm for a p5. Usually people only get to 150 at P6. But I was that height ages ago. Me gusta. And for my P6 year somehow I stopped growing and I became average height again. And this year I'm still not growing much so I'm really quite short..... And I want to go back to being tall! It sucks being short :( And I have this fear that I wont grow any taller anymore so yes. If I had one wish, I'd wish to be at least 170cm tall. And if I had another I would want to get out of Mgs and get into a school that I'd love and be comfortable with! 


Yup that's all!

Made the picture extra big so you can see the goodness better. The japanese are such geniuses! Jade randomly bought random powder mix from Daiso. So all you have to do is mix the powder with egg and put it into the microwave for 2 minutes. And wow, burnt caramel. 

We had that for both breakfast and snack. Thought I should mention that since I have nothing better to do on the computer! Have been looking at the computer since 9am and it's nearly 5.


I just finished reading the Notebook yesterday night. And only just now I watch the movie. I dont know what took me so long to read the book or watch the movie! Such a sweet movie. Allie and noah




 

Searched it up and there you have it. from eons and eons and eons and eons ago. Ryan gosling, old but still hot. 






Day one: Ten secrets.  

Ten secrets is a lot!!!!! Considering i dont have many secrets. Okay erm 
1) I like things messy, because im not neat, and i dont like to clean. And in fact I feel uncomfortable when things are too neat. 
2) Usually i brush my teeth before breakfast. But today i had breakfast first, so yep, i skipped brushing my teeth. But im not going out today, so its okay. 
3) ........ i cant think of anymore..... erm, i kinda want to be a journalist when i grow up. but my mum says that it wont be high paying in our generation T_T 
4) I 9gag every single day #foreveralone 
5) I keep about 3-4 diaries. This blog, 2 private blogs, and one real life diary. And i do update them 
6) I like long fingernails but I cant help but bite my fingers. As in the skin, not the nail. 
7) I cant think of anymore 
8) I used to hate my cousin 





HAHA more like ten things about myself. I dont have much secretsssss