One thing's for sure. For the whole of today, i've been pissed on and off. Mainly because of my parents. I have no more patience to how they are so strict with me all the time when I think I'm quite well behaved. It's not reasonable to confiscate my phone every night! My parents still want me to sleep at 10pm every night, even during holidays. So what am I gonna do? I sleep at 10pm, have a damn good 10 hour sleep and wake up at 8-9am, then what do I do? And my parents dont exactly let me go out that much. They used to be way more lenient. Ever since my mum stopped working, everyday I have to stay at home. Tuesday I asked to go out. No. Wednesday I asked to go out. No. Thursday I didnt ask. Today I asked. No again. What is it exactly that they want me to do at home??? The only thing I can do is either read or play computer. I'm not that good to start on my homework. I'm sick and tired of staying at home. For the last 4 days I've been 9gagging so much I've almost gotten bored of it. The fact they think I'm rebellious is ridiculous. I study, I go to church. My parents dont even bother going to church and they think MY going to church going out. So unreasonable and I am so mad and I cant say anything because all my parents are gonna do is extend my ban and change my already super early curfew (6pm) to even earlier. The other day my dad started screaming at me because I managed to download apps without his consent. Another thing, my parents control my Apple ID. The apps I download I have to go through their agreement. After I download something, my parents will take away my phone for 20 minutes so that i wont download other apps. This is stupid. They are afraid I would download apps that would have viruses or jailbreak my phone or whatever but im not stupid. I wont jailbreak my iphone which I have only gotten for a month or so. I would at least wait until my phone a year old before i download jailbreak. Yes. So i managed to find a way to download my own apps without waiting for my dad to download them for me. I hate my parents looking at my phone because I know they like to look at my messages. And they say nothing about it. I hate them looking at my phone so i was so relieved I got an iphone and had a passcode I could stop deleting my messages everyday. But no, they made this thing up that they had to download my apps for me in fear of viruses. No!!! Stop controlling me! What even made you think I will download weird apps? So paranoid. They are afraid of me getting into 'bad company' when seriously Mgs is a nunery full of christians and goody too shoes. The worst company I can get into is probably with my cousin when I already think she's quite okay. And the thought of going back to mgs is scaring me. I got a nightmare a while ago of getting kicked out and getting judged and horrible stuff like that. So i really hate mgs now. For a moment, i was okay with it, but now that I've had the nightmare, I cant take it anymore. I can't surround myself with people who are so so different. I cant take it that I have to follow all the stupid rules and try to not to get booked. Mgs girls. They are so impressive. Just when you thought you were so hardworking. Oh gosh I studied 2 weeks before the test! They had tuition and revision way before that. Just when you thought you could be a prefect. OMG i didnt get booked for the whole month. Oh I've only been booked once in my 7 years of being here. Just when you thought you were generous. I didnt ask my mum for extra pocket money :D They say oh i gave my mum $50 for her to spend on herself. Just when you thought you were doing okay in your pocket money. They say oh I get $70 a week. Mindblowing experience at mgs. Everyone's just like O_____O to me and it's all normal to them. And really i'm just like :O :/ :/ :/ all the time.