these are actually last week's neos
yeah, kezia's right. I kinda have an awkward smile

Muacks!

This is i think my favorite picture.

crazy about xxx!

i don’t have much to talk about. Days go by the same, no surprises, no mad laughter, days without a dog. Days going by with restless expressions on my face. I have to say that i love school more nowadays. I’ve got three bestfrs now, kay, yes weird, but I treasure all of them more than you can imagine.

Now I’m gonna super truthful,
Have you ever tried losing a friend? Just so that she will mend her ways? Just so that she will not be such a naïve person anymore? Just so that she will not be so anoying? Well, even if that friend is the worst friend in the world, i'll still be really hurt. Cause you see, it's not easy to be so mean, it's not easy. That guilt that i feel coming every once in a few days. That feeling that I want her back, then suddenly i stop myself. It's like a cycle that's driving me crazy. Everytime I want to make friends with her, she does smth with no EQ written all over. I'm having my doubts on whether she's worth the wait. I'm really having my doubts, seriously, friendship problems are much complex than BGR problems. Back to point, (which is if she's worth the wait) I've got to say idts. She's really nice, and she really cheers me up all the time. She's got this charm that gets me charmed. She's really (sometimes) a no brain-er. Which i can suan and I love to suan ppl. Hehehe. I like her hands, slim and nice. Not like mine, fat and not porpotional. Like seriously, unfair! She's a good listener too, most of the things I say, she'll have no comments which I really like. Cause some of the things I do are really stupid and has dumbass stamped everywhere, but she still has no comments and I really like that. She's got pros and cons, and i guess everyone has them. I have many cons too, but my pros always overshot my cons. (: I guess I have to accept who she is cuz I really have no choice, cause I really love her. Her mom called me like a week ago so as to tell me to sort things out. Since I can't get hold of her in real life, I'll have to do it in public.

your cons

1. you're really copycat, i think you know that too right. Everyone is a copycat. Otherwise how do they learn? Even babies, they imitate us, what we do. When we smile, they smile. When we say, "mama," they say, "mama" too. Not to mention monkeys. Yeah, for your case, copycat overboard bodohs! Plus, I've never counted but I've told you a few times alr right. You always promise not to copy again and yet? I know whatever I say, I cant stop you from copycating cuz that's what you are. (Dont you dare deny it) Can you at least try a little harder not to be so.. asshole? I have to admit, currently on my contact list your name is *****'Arse. I star-ed out your name so as to avoid getting sued. lol! okay, being a copycat is probably one of your only cons. I cant think of any now, wonder why. Aiya, when you make me angry again, I add on okay? Anw, copycat is probably one of those things that make me really angry. Hm.. but seriously, stop copying songs. You want songs? you ask me, dont go and memorise those titles and download them into your phone. k, done, now you know? GOOD!

Actually there's this one more thing I wanted to post about (not about friendship) but then forget it. I've written far too much. :x